Monday, 22 July 2013

The big decision

It's more than two years and half that I had written my first blog post about joining my 1st ever full fledged job. Heres the post: Life in a Box.

The BIG DECISION is !! I'm leaving my job!

I haven't blogged since ages, but this is something I wanted to share in between before I make a complete come-back. After many temporary, small and voluntary jobs that don't even count much, this is my 1st serious job. A typical desk job that was good for a civilised women and it looked good to yourself and to your family to say others.

The job had given me many sleepless nights and headaches. Anger and frustration. But more than that it has given me a whole new life. A whole new platform for learning, meeting people, knowing my abilities and giving me a self-confidence that I AM something. Ups and Downs are there everywhere but this place, this company, people all are nice and have played an important role in my life. I have gained so much of experience and learning that I have started believing in myself. That I can manage my life and do whatever I want.. From an introvert I have opened up so much.

Leaving a job that tortured you may be an easy decision but here where I actually liked the place, leaving a job was a very very hard decision. But it is for some good in my life. From here I have to move on. To see more of my life and fulfill my desires. I don't want to regret later in life that I could have done this and that. I have to do all those things NOW. I don't wanna wait anymore to fly off, to catch some butterflies, to see a new world, to start a business in Photography or Craft!

I want to re-design my life and my home. I wanna sleep on a monday morning and work the whole night. I want to learn new steps to dance on my own tune... hmm... its calling me... My life!

To be very honest I'm hell lot of SCARED. I had got into a habit of earning and spending. Now life's gonna be different. I have to manage life without a constant source of income. I'm taking a big risk for this instability. But I'm praying that all would be fine. :-)

It just has to be :-)

p.S. I had been writing here when my mind wandered off during my office hours. Now I promise to come back soon with a new blog design and ME !

Miss Me :)
Tanuja :-)


  1. you go girl...may this be the beginning of the is to more sleepy days and productive nights :)
    love and luck

  2. I must say that's a harsh decision, but I do have faith on you :)
    sleepless night of works are about to begin, but this is gonna be more fun than your soon to be ex- office :D
    Best of luck :)

  3. All the best girl.. Thats indeed a big change.. We all experience such phase in life where we have to choose among our duty and what we like.. There are very few people who have courage to go with their heart. I am sure you will soon cope-up and have a good future ahead. Everything happens for a REASON

  4. Oye, senti kar diya tune toh!
    On a serious note, you are doing what needs to be done. And that in itself is a great thing. So what are your future plans? What is it that you cannot wait to do? Keep us updated..And go girl!

  5. its always a big decision and if you are happy with it..then all good :)

  6. Following your dreams . Easier said than done . And you doing it , talks about your courage and your passion . Soo do post the link of the new blog and I hope you succeed in what you are planing to do . More power to you :)

  7. I can totally relate to this... as I've done something similar in my life. I can say you'll not regret doing this and you'll be fine :)


  8. Love your blog! I too am very guilty of not posting as often as I should. But I am getting back into the swing of things. Please check out my blog, I would love to follow each other!


  9. Wow, such a big and important decision, I hope everything went smoothly for you!

    Have an amazing day,
    Mary x

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    Sure i would like to follow
    Im following u now hope u follow back


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